ASS DAY AT WORK

I just got a bloody ass day at work.

Nothing seems to go my way. Today I got to work late till 10pm,
so normally I went to work after lunch.

Immediately after i sat on my desk, my manager ask me to
go upload a webpage to live server.

There is nothing TOO difficult about that task , just that
As a WEBMASTER I have absolute no access to the bloody
web server. Funnie right? So what now? I got to beg my
collegue or the TO to physically go to the server.. which is
a block away to Log on for me so i can go do my stuff..

So u c, if my collegue or the TO is not around, there is just
no possible bloody way to get the job done. If that is not
fustrating enuff, the files that are running on some script have
some problems and the links cannot be fixed. I was at the
server room , so i picked up a piece of paper and start to
document all the errors, but to my dismay, when i return
to the server, it WAS locked OUT. Damn it. I sms my
collegue again who was SO KIND to come back and key
in his password again for me. And i cannot be so thick
skin to ask him to stand there and wait for me to finish
my work right.. HELL i just dun understand how come
i don't get the rights.

Now about that webpage, It was previous done by so many
students, and I now have to clean up their shit again.
I have absolutely no clue what when wrong with the scripts.
so i decided to ask the previous student. In the end ,
I realise this student did not do the links properly and
i have to manually redo alot of the links. I spend at least 3
hours just cleaning up her shit. In the first place i am
only suppose to change the interface and not the SCRIPT!

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SERIOUSLY FUCK UP at 6pm. I haven finish the job but i have
to get dinner cos i got to tutor from 7-10pm.
No choice, will beg my colleugue again tomolo to log-on for me
or screw the stupid TO to get my access RIGHTS!
I really seriously don't like to BEG anyone to do a stupid log-on for me.

I seriously wanted to strangle someone. My pal has been busy
the whole day and she has this headphones on so i cant complain
to her also. SERIOUSLY MISERABLE.

During my class, students.. after one week of assignment
extention still delay submission of assignment. I am SUPER
PISSED. + my lost of voice, i can only blow fire thru my eyes.
I feel if i can shout, maybe i won't feel that bad. Nmind, i am
just going to fail more of them.

After class, dear hubby is late in picking me up. U don't know
how i hate ppl to be late and it is late in the night and the
campass is super errie somemore. Hiaz.. Y isn't anything
going my way.

When hubby came, I almost wanted to scream at him..
MY last change to lung at someone. Heng he ask me
if i was hungry and i decided to tell him my bad day
instead. We were at this coffee shop nearby and i
found a table and sat down. There is a table of 2 uncles
and a auntie infront of me. I realise they keep looking back
at me or something behind me. Their action is rather
unconfortable and almost wanted to throw that empty
glass at them .. heng that cleaner read my mind and
cleared my table before i did that.

I am just like a vocano waiting to erupt. And here I
am , couldn't sleep no matter how tired i am now
is blogging my anger.

I really dun know if my sickness got anything to do
with my recent anger pangs. I scream and scream and
shouted at hubby yesterday for not arriving at my house in time
to help me with my housework. For that i cried my heart out
for almost 3 hours and sollen eyes for side effect, and today suay again.


Dunno if that got to do with my broken RUBY ring. Without my
ruby ring, i am always very suay. I am definately wear the
other one tomolo so i dun feel that suay.

Yes and i am still sick, nose block and lack of voice and
still very angry with everyone including myself. I really
needed an avenue to vent all my anger. Funny blogging
this did not help me. I just want to scream and scream
until maybe i got no more voice or cry cry until i got
no more tears, then i maybe, just maybe i would be
able to calm down and rest.